Eight Weeks

Skyla after her first shopping trip with Grandma Jessie at the mall :)

Well miss Skyla turn 8 weeks old this week.  She is so amazing, the things that she is learn and starting to do makes it hard to believe that she is only 8 weeks old.

This week has been a trial on me as a new mom .... I have realized that it is ok for me to take time for me and get back to being Vanessa not just Skylas mom and it is good for my whole family that i do that.  I'm getting back to being a young 25 year old woman, a wife to a wonderful man and father, a daughter to wonderful parents who love and care for myself and my whole family no matter what, a friend to my wonderful friends who have been there for me and
my family to help with whatever we need at a moments notice.  While doing all of this I am loving learning with Skyla and seeing her grow and discover new things.  Being a mom is amazingly rewarding, to love someone so much that you would never let anything happen to them and seeing the love that they have for you in just one look or a smile not having to hear the words is more wonderful than I could ever explain.  I can't wait to see the woman she grows into and I can't wait for the adventures of being Skylas MOM.

Well I will be returning to work next week for one week only, but I will be working 7 days straight :( I would be lieing if I said I wasn't nervous and maybe even a little scared. It will be a great trial for January to see if I will be able to leave my beautiful little girl for 8 - 10 hours a day, If not i guess Daddy and I will have to figure something out ... :) hehehehe.

I was finally able to make it back to the gym yesterday with Adam and it felt so wonderful.  The stress relief i get from the gym is more powerful than I remember.  Well that is my rant for today, I promise i will keep up on this blog more often I know i have been slacking.  Till then.